What happened recently is really frustrating and depressing. My poor ability dealing with the paper about literature, confusing logic, inability of quick thinking, lack of presence of mind before crisis. poor vocabulary, or more exactly , inadequate storage of expressions. disabling boby and mind. oh, all are acting on my poor nerves.
On the other hand, I found that if one is forced on tasks with a deadline and is highly motivated, under this kind of circumstances, he will discover his potentials or unfortunately hi